ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙɪʀᴅ'ꜱ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ɪɴ ʜᴀɴᴅ ☆𝙓𝙞𝙖𝙤 𝙭 𝙁𝙚𝙢!𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

(First book yay)
"If only I can be more confident."
"If only I can be stronger."
"If only I can be just a little bit more beautiful."
Would I still feel this unbearable disgust in my heart?

(A trigger warning as it may contain: bl00d and negative/suic*dal thoughts.)
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